Countdown!!!!HAppy New Year

there are only a few hours to go for year 2008..i'm getting older n older..now i reach 20th..hehei can't believe that i have left my teenagers..no sweet 17teen,19teen...no more..i must have a new motivation in my life..be a motivate person..set a new target for my life..study, n perhaps my personal life?ahaaa....that thing is really subjective ,even i don't know how to answer it..huhuu...let it be...time by time...whatever happen i've already set my target...to do the best in my life..to fulfill malaysian's hope on me...do my responsibility as a sponsored students..n succeed in my life...Ya Allah, rahmatilah diriku ini...

Shopping?

"kakak, wake up!" said mum to me..i'm always like this..if there is no matter for me to do, i will sleep after performing my suboh prayer..but today is special day..if i don't wake up early, i will miss the opportunity to buy things needed for me to study abroad...very soon to make the preparation i guess..but, the less price later will gone after the new year , 2008..huhuu..so, i go to MP this morning and and buy new stuff...shoes, clothes, n bla bla bla...the price? is actually very expensive but after get the discount, it is affordable... i feel guilty because for me, mum use a lot of money..she gives the attention more on me compared to my siblings..sometimes, i feel like this is not fair to us..but, i know that mum had already discussed about money matters with dad..they know how to divide the money on us..n for now, i'm the one who use a lot of money..i think so..i say to myself that i will repay my mum and dad with the succesful in my studies...get a completion with honost degree in BSc..n if i can go further to continue to master n phd, i will go..i want to serve my country with my successful in being an educator..selagi hayat dikandung badan, akanku berkhidmat utk agama,bangsa dan negara..:p

MERICAN dispensary...

"Hidayah,you can take your medical report by now or tomorrow.." said doctor hanif merican.."thanks doctor.i'll take it tomorrow.."..hmm i must go to that place again...i'm glad that the result shows that i'm normal and qualified to go to NZ...but when i remembered that place, i feel terrified..for this time, i can't go alone...at the first time i went there, my mum just drop me because she had other important matter..i saw a man n asked him .."abang, where is merican dispensary?""you have to walk a little n then you will see it"...so, i continued my journey n praise to God,finally i've found it...but, i was shoked!i can't believe of what i've seen!is this a real dispensary? it looked bad, peculiar n bla bla bla...perhaps because the buiding looked old..orait, no matter what will happen, no matter of the condition of this place, i must do my medical checkup..it was my turn to see the doctor...the doctor did the responsibility very well..i was very statisfied in his job...n after that, i went home...after two days, i went back there to get my result..i'm very excited to get it and willing to go early in the morning even the doctor hasn't come yet..huhuuu...so, i had a breakfast at one of the restaurant situated in front of the dispensary..."ye adik,nak makan ape?" "nasi lemak n air milo satu yer"..."adik ni nak jumpa doktor ke?doktor tu mmg lmbt dtg tp ubat dia mmg berkesan..org yg kena kayap sampai nak patah tgn pon dia buleh ubatkan..tu org suka pergi klinik dia..dia pon mmg keturunan doktor..klinik tu mmg klinik warisan keluarga dia, merican" ahaa now i knew why the dispensary looked very old n bizarre...then right after the doctor came, i straightly meet the doctor and got my medical result..alhamdulillah, everything is okay...:)

Assalamualaikum wbt..hi there..finally i've launched my second blog in blogger...hmm in this blog i want to share my experiences with u guys ...no matter if it is a beautiful or sad moment...finally,moe has approved my application to University of Canterbury,Christchurch,NZ..Praise to Allah...He has decided the best for us..but while i'm waiting for the approval, i taught a lot about choosing the best univesity of me..sometimes i felt very regret because i'm not choosing the top world ranking uni like melbourne,monash,auckland,etc...but my heart always keep telling me that canterbury is the best for me...with all the facilities and beautiful environment of Allah's creations,i can use them in knowing myself as the servant of Allah..it is the time to explore Allah's creations ..n the most important is i want to get new experiences there...get a lot of maorians as my frens..hahaa n from other countries too...i also hope to polish my english language skills..hope to write more n more n can talk in english a lot when i arrive there..hmm..i think i want to stop here...wait for me Canterbury....